For some reason Iwas so sure that this season i was going to make it. I had tried. Tried so hard to move from my comfort zone. something kept weighing me down. Have you ever felt like you are sinking??? Have you ever woken up then want to go back to bed and shut everything else out????
This is how it felt after this memorable match. For the week, I had trained so hard. I did not want to flop again. I did not want my teammates to blame me for the lose. waking up at daybreak to jog then withstanding the solar at sunset during the ball work training.
Being a beginner in the game, i could count the number of ball i stopped. a million mistakes and yet i stay. what i did not fathom was why. what kept me there? i wasn’t good at it all. Gradually I learn. I could stop, hit and dribble. However, my eyesight was still giving a reason to back off.
To be continued…
